Too flat to think of a title.

Feeling a bit tired and weird today. The thought of leaving the house totally overwhelmed me. Which resulted in the manic side of my depression kicking in and i have a suuuper tidy organised room. Recently i have noticed the manic side of my illness coming out, although it isn't quite as horrible as being sad and down, it still scares me. I feel like i don't really have control over myself. I think it might be my brains way of defending itself from becoming overwhelmed with sadness and tiredness? I just wish i could be normal. 

On a slightly irrelevant note, does anyone watch The Following?!!!??!!   

Becca.